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July 16 If it is only a dream? To be frank,I was overwhelmed.To be frank,I was in a deep agony.To be frank,I was like sinful.
It is always very weird,just like one motto says:"I always knew what the right path was.But I never took it.You know why?It's danm hard."I am now right in this situation. It looks like the fate is against me,and I won't be able to change it.I am still not going to admit it,why?When the life throws you a lemon,you will try to make lemonade.To some degrees,it works out.But to me,in this situation,it isn't efficient.
There is no joy,no target.Above all,no hope.The only thing I have is the responsibility.At least for my family.But nobody understand me at home.I was called a kind of jejuneness,and I felt vv oppress at home.And I was'bout to fail in my calculus exam.
I have planned to live a substantial life this summer vocation.It blew out I have to say,though I don't wanna be like this.Maybe complaining is stupid,maybe I am a butt head.Why always dream of such things?
Apolo,in a Greek myth,is just like me in the same situation.
He is great and achieved a lot.What about me?
Maybe I won't be like that,but I do have my own pursuit.But now,my pursuit paled in comparison of her.
It would be gorgeous and fabulous if I can overcome the evil of my mind.
"What if it is only a dream?"
"Don't be silly,my nice fella,That's the real life!"
But I have heard a slogan:"Impossible is Nothing!"
Who is right?
What a mess in my mind and what a mess in the passage!! Comments (6)
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